Solitude in the warm, and a man ambiguous, is actually very simple
I said to him.
I'm single. But with the other cities in spirit somewhere / computer of a man / the pain of endless struggle.
I said I was a single rented single room on the third floor. I do not work.
He asked me if I rely on to make a living.
I said, I always used to rock in the road. Or whatever passed before my face on a bus. Start / finish line. End / starting point has been sitting. Want to check the car on the road and lost to someone else's wallet. There are a stack of stack of bills.
He was silent. Finally I; or find a job better. The kind of things are minimal.
I laughed alone computer monitor. He actually really believe me.
I asked. You are not fat fat?
He said. Not fat. Just right.
I said. I do not like fat people. Kind of boring.
He said this. I turn off the external audio speakers / headset belt. The sound way up. Until it fills the entire eardrum and painful. Looked at the empty room. The air is full of loneliness. The same as the spread of the cold water. And I will not breathe a shark.
It began to temper my temper. Because I do not grasp and predict the future.
Try to close your eyes. I went to feel the music to my mood. Undulating melody. Gradually relaxed. Consciousness no more trouble. Not the emotional tie him down / not the temptation of money. There was only me. I was the only ... ...
Wake up / 4:00.
Weekends. I and several friends went to a nearby K song room. K songs often go free man. This seems to open a long time. Owner is a local. Like there. Partly because of the habit of it. I am a lazy person. Do not like the new place. Friends. Things. Always felt that old feeling, give me a sense of security.
Little boys and girls next door are near a funeral tone. Let a few straight pins and needles. I took they said; forget. Young is not a long agitation. Different. All different!
3 hours later.
I sat barefoot on the balcony. Sunshine in my face. It makes me dizzy. Side of the sky is so gray. Time / is so slow.
Chat with him makes me laugh often. At that time I knew him 2 years older than me. It is a bit boring, and people. Is the kind of school is a good student. Type of work is good comrades, and his simplicity makes me happy. I am happy because I felt he was the silly sometimes. For example. I asked him. Has never had sex. He answered me solemnly. Unless the girl he loved. Otherwise not. And he said he could not accept his girlfriend was not a virgin!
Sensory stimulation is not the answer.
I have to please him. Then you must take to protect their chastity. Province regret later.
2011年1月5日星期三
Ye love lost in France
Ye love lost in France
Ye's life in the most intolerable is that rainy day, get a headache every rainy day, but do not know when to begin the body with deep and shallow scars, there are wounds on the arm.
Since the French came back, apart from making money to go to work, there is no other things to do, there are 26 years old, the family gave him money to buy a house in the city can be said to live comfortably, is so positioned to look like also good, and Li Chen is the percent similarity of such a great turtle, and then how to say all that there is a partner in it, whether to ask who can get the same answer: Ye? Single.
Ye is the number one summer morning, the white-collar, get a monthly salary of twenty thousand to take the evening completely changed the lives of another state, entertainment clubs bar through, remains aloof to sit and watch people coming and going around there Miss rely on up, only to get his tips thrown disgust, and then accompanied on a glass of wine, he always felt, unconscious so that he appears here.
"Ye Xia, ten years gone, we did not know a bunch of brothers and children?" It was approached only when the usual summer leaves, shoulder toss, but not rigidly thrown open.
"What are you doing?" Ye turned his head just one to the other side went up a fist.
Ye is not a vegetarian, you can look at beating the man, my mind began to match a vague outline of his head began to ache. Dayton for a long time, think about another man pumping his ears, he raised his hand stopped the other hand, "so manhandled has not been my style, what do you say."
"You ah, do not give me install amnesia, thinking back out of a country we can not know?"
"Amnesia, kidding, I know my parents, you know my parents?"
The other three emotions seemingly has stabilized, take the lead in a cigarette that pumping continued: "No wonder your parents let me come to you when he was careful, Hell, actually I really do not remember us. I was chubby, These two are Aaron and Jason, remember yet? "
Ye Xianu force recalled, finally point lead, ignorant nodded, almost should be a high school playmates, but then to in-depth thought, his head just like an explosion like that when reading the time in France to participate in a drug test, headache disease is about that time.
Three to see him the pressure of cross God, and then asked: "how, not with you and your lover back? Previous high-profile, and now can not take it? We're not so closed, in addition to your parents, we would not have to hide out. "
"Love, what love?" Ye thirty feet scratching their heads, habitually Pielepiezui: "You kidding?"
"Or transfer your own photos, go to France next year, said the truth was I could not understand what's now, and quickly called out." Chubby perseverance.
"I am a single, high school talked about a girlfriend Satsuki, where's the love?"
Ye Shuai two years ago, the tragic pictures of the chubby, when passed, the students circle caused quite a stir, but also into the circle of the two handsome, but also a vision of how many tricks girls did not object, how might the parties do not know.
"Soviet life, he called the Soviet Union students, then the big guy himself Chuaizhuo, although the brothers look at beautiful women, yet, for your sake, we have to appreciate the next guy.
"Nerve." Ye curse the sentence: "do not know."
Severe headaches so he could not think properly, chubby a few people together to send him
Ye's life in the most intolerable is that rainy day, get a headache every rainy day, but do not know when to begin the body with deep and shallow scars, there are wounds on the arm.
Since the French came back, apart from making money to go to work, there is no other things to do, there are 26 years old, the family gave him money to buy a house in the city can be said to live comfortably, is so positioned to look like also good, and Li Chen is the percent similarity of such a great turtle, and then how to say all that there is a partner in it, whether to ask who can get the same answer: Ye? Single.
Ye is the number one summer morning, the white-collar, get a monthly salary of twenty thousand to take the evening completely changed the lives of another state, entertainment clubs bar through, remains aloof to sit and watch people coming and going around there Miss rely on up, only to get his tips thrown disgust, and then accompanied on a glass of wine, he always felt, unconscious so that he appears here.
"Ye Xia, ten years gone, we did not know a bunch of brothers and children?" It was approached only when the usual summer leaves, shoulder toss, but not rigidly thrown open.
"What are you doing?" Ye turned his head just one to the other side went up a fist.
Ye is not a vegetarian, you can look at beating the man, my mind began to match a vague outline of his head began to ache. Dayton for a long time, think about another man pumping his ears, he raised his hand stopped the other hand, "so manhandled has not been my style, what do you say."
"You ah, do not give me install amnesia, thinking back out of a country we can not know?"
"Amnesia, kidding, I know my parents, you know my parents?"
The other three emotions seemingly has stabilized, take the lead in a cigarette that pumping continued: "No wonder your parents let me come to you when he was careful, Hell, actually I really do not remember us. I was chubby, These two are Aaron and Jason, remember yet? "
Ye Xianu force recalled, finally point lead, ignorant nodded, almost should be a high school playmates, but then to in-depth thought, his head just like an explosion like that when reading the time in France to participate in a drug test, headache disease is about that time.
Three to see him the pressure of cross God, and then asked: "how, not with you and your lover back? Previous high-profile, and now can not take it? We're not so closed, in addition to your parents, we would not have to hide out. "
"Love, what love?" Ye thirty feet scratching their heads, habitually Pielepiezui: "You kidding?"
"Or transfer your own photos, go to France next year, said the truth was I could not understand what's now, and quickly called out." Chubby perseverance.
"I am a single, high school talked about a girlfriend Satsuki, where's the love?"
Ye Shuai two years ago, the tragic pictures of the chubby, when passed, the students circle caused quite a stir, but also into the circle of the two handsome, but also a vision of how many tricks girls did not object, how might the parties do not know.
"Soviet life, he called the Soviet Union students, then the big guy himself Chuaizhuo, although the brothers look at beautiful women, yet, for your sake, we have to appreciate the next guy.
"Nerve." Ye curse the sentence: "do not know."
Severe headaches so he could not think properly, chubby a few people together to send him
All the way north
All the way north
Only read to. Exposure to the sun coming from the windows, and some dazzling. Years, and sage think she can finally go to him.
First day.
Twenty hours later the train finally reached the most livable said this coastal town. Sage luggage and stood in the railway station square, blank look around, here is his original home. He said his home town is very clean, the wind has a smell of the sea. He said the sage you should go with me to see the sea, to see SJ in April than clove also the United States. Sage never seen the sea have not seen Ash, who had seen him give a picture of sage, a tall, thin boy standing under the acacia trees, the head of a long list of long list in full bloom white flowers, a clean and beautiful smile. At that time, they both are backed by a campus tree clove kiss, oblivious to the lilac floating down their bike down to the ground at the foot of a bicycle there.
Sage is a typical southern woman, perhaps accustomed to seeing the euphemism of Southern men, in a sage on the Association of College from the north, Zhou Yuhan met liked him. Finally one day, Su Ye apartment on the sixth floor of the girls heard someone shouting loudly: "Su Ye, I love you!" A quiet apartment building, followed by public outcry. Sage ran to the window and looked up to see Zhou Yuhan standing downstairs where the sun shines on him. Su Ye envious eyes braved the tower, tore down the stairs, Zhou Yuhan looked at her eyes are full of joy called love, cycling around the car from his basket and handed out a handful of sage grass stars, and then sage very gentleman's invitation on the back seat of his car. Shuttle car on campus, his sage head on the back, the air was fragrant with a touch of sweet-scented osmanthus. At that time we are young, just a good afternoon sun shining, white blue and purple dress pants young girls there are many reasons to seriously really love each other.
Sage squint, look at the square opposite the busy road, I am, where are you? Suddenly, from overwhelming sadness, tears of general tolerance gate leakage can not help.
The next day.
Sage walk in the town's coastal boulevard, this is a sea way. One side is the sea, while leaving the last century with colonial style of the old building abroad, can see that they are well preserved. The most prosperous section of the coastal road is designated as pedestrian street, so there are several stalls rented bikes and roller skating. Most of these bikes is now a popular style, single people have double the. Many of the young lovers riding a double car ride, laughing, love good, looking sage sigh.
Go tired, Su Ye a seat at the shore. Good weather, no wind, the sea is calm. Looked over the local horizon is white, slowly narrow, shallow and deep water is green, the sky is blue from shallow and deep. When this calm can be expected under the bright warm during the turbulent undercurrent. April Hai Binan party bridges the fine addition of a free and easy. Do not know the sea would look like in winter. Senior Christmas Eve, two people sitting by the river watching the fireworks, some cold, Zhou Yuhan the sage into his coat and wrapped in warmth. He said that when they sit on the beach where people like the location of the restaurant window, add the ginger candy drinking rice wine, looking out the window flying in the snow, listening to the band from the north wind roar of the waves lap against the shore It is a beautiful experience. What sage asked him homesick, and he looked at the far north silent nod. Go back, he let the car sit in front of the beam sage, and still wrapped with two coats. Sage by as much as possible after the indentation his arms, his body has heard enough total sage clean atmosphere. Two people said no more, before graduation, leaving two people on the go and always unable to reach a consensus. Seeing the couple began to run out of those around for various reasons and excuses, retreat to a corner of life, the most realistic, beautiful love those who are disabled by the reality hit. Sage and Zhou Yuhan helpless to deal with the same face of all the problems so they do not want to go to live up to each other, even if it is a million reasons that serious. Zhou Yuhan Su Ye feel that sigh in his arms, he can only afford the print head in her a kiss, not cold temperatures.
Only read to. Exposure to the sun coming from the windows, and some dazzling. Years, and sage think she can finally go to him.
First day.
Twenty hours later the train finally reached the most livable said this coastal town. Sage luggage and stood in the railway station square, blank look around, here is his original home. He said his home town is very clean, the wind has a smell of the sea. He said the sage you should go with me to see the sea, to see SJ in April than clove also the United States. Sage never seen the sea have not seen Ash, who had seen him give a picture of sage, a tall, thin boy standing under the acacia trees, the head of a long list of long list in full bloom white flowers, a clean and beautiful smile. At that time, they both are backed by a campus tree clove kiss, oblivious to the lilac floating down their bike down to the ground at the foot of a bicycle there.
Sage is a typical southern woman, perhaps accustomed to seeing the euphemism of Southern men, in a sage on the Association of College from the north, Zhou Yuhan met liked him. Finally one day, Su Ye apartment on the sixth floor of the girls heard someone shouting loudly: "Su Ye, I love you!" A quiet apartment building, followed by public outcry. Sage ran to the window and looked up to see Zhou Yuhan standing downstairs where the sun shines on him. Su Ye envious eyes braved the tower, tore down the stairs, Zhou Yuhan looked at her eyes are full of joy called love, cycling around the car from his basket and handed out a handful of sage grass stars, and then sage very gentleman's invitation on the back seat of his car. Shuttle car on campus, his sage head on the back, the air was fragrant with a touch of sweet-scented osmanthus. At that time we are young, just a good afternoon sun shining, white blue and purple dress pants young girls there are many reasons to seriously really love each other.
Sage squint, look at the square opposite the busy road, I am, where are you? Suddenly, from overwhelming sadness, tears of general tolerance gate leakage can not help.
The next day.
Sage walk in the town's coastal boulevard, this is a sea way. One side is the sea, while leaving the last century with colonial style of the old building abroad, can see that they are well preserved. The most prosperous section of the coastal road is designated as pedestrian street, so there are several stalls rented bikes and roller skating. Most of these bikes is now a popular style, single people have double the. Many of the young lovers riding a double car ride, laughing, love good, looking sage sigh.
Go tired, Su Ye a seat at the shore. Good weather, no wind, the sea is calm. Looked over the local horizon is white, slowly narrow, shallow and deep water is green, the sky is blue from shallow and deep. When this calm can be expected under the bright warm during the turbulent undercurrent. April Hai Binan party bridges the fine addition of a free and easy. Do not know the sea would look like in winter. Senior Christmas Eve, two people sitting by the river watching the fireworks, some cold, Zhou Yuhan the sage into his coat and wrapped in warmth. He said that when they sit on the beach where people like the location of the restaurant window, add the ginger candy drinking rice wine, looking out the window flying in the snow, listening to the band from the north wind roar of the waves lap against the shore It is a beautiful experience. What sage asked him homesick, and he looked at the far north silent nod. Go back, he let the car sit in front of the beam sage, and still wrapped with two coats. Sage by as much as possible after the indentation his arms, his body has heard enough total sage clean atmosphere. Two people said no more, before graduation, leaving two people on the go and always unable to reach a consensus. Seeing the couple began to run out of those around for various reasons and excuses, retreat to a corner of life, the most realistic, beautiful love those who are disabled by the reality hit. Sage and Zhou Yuhan helpless to deal with the same face of all the problems so they do not want to go to live up to each other, even if it is a million reasons that serious. Zhou Yuhan Su Ye feel that sigh in his arms, he can only afford the print head in her a kiss, not cold temperatures.
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